Its another year and this past June 16 , I literally dint want to do anything , just because on the 15th it was Ntsintsi's birthday, my little brother:):: (as i did not feel like being around house DJs and crowds of kids who still care about their appearance and less about themselves and around guys who think all the chicks give a fuck just because they drive big cars and they are wana be celebrities and what nots), its so weired to think of him and realise that his really gone . The truth is god has a way of suprising one with beautiful spirits that kinda shift ones focus and way of thinking , which brings me to Mo , a sweet spirit that was free enough to explore Arts and Main with me and just loose ourselves in the art . We watched this knowledgeable documentary about Samora Machel and how he became the man he was known to be ,to his people in Mozambique and i must say that after watching that documentary i truely appreciated Africa more , its a pity how low we sometimes rank ourselves and abilities and constantly think the Europeans are above everything .
Our forefathers were not afraid though they were living in an era that wanted them to be frightened all the time , they rose above that and pushed through their circumstances and that should be motivation enough to make all these young kids want to be more , make the effort and stop having this dependent mentality.
An all round good experience and i have a good feeling that my journey with my freakish friend Mo is just the beginning ,which brings me to my sometimes moments , i.e I realised that sometimes plans change , and we have to let folks be, let go of the friends we love with hope that they will one day find their way home , let go of the one person you know is ment for you, let go of the past and blaming other people for your decisions , sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to just do you , as my thing is if GOD has soooo much faith in me and thinks i am worthy of the best ...why shouldnt i believe that ?? ....
Do you as best as you can and crack someone up once in a while :-), life is really short.
