The dark
I loved you in the
dark, open and ready to embark on a journey I have been avoiding for as long as i can remember ,
what I foresee is beyond my dreams , I loved you in the dark as you surprised me with your sincerity , awoke my hope, made me smile with my heart , changed my hypocritical mentality , I loved
you in the dark .
I prayed for you ,
I just dint realise that God would be true to his promise and surprise me with
you , I loved you in the dark , as distance proved to be a light butterfly that
can withstand strong winds , connections run deep , as I see you before I lay
my head at night , feel your morning kiss when I wake up , I loved you in the
dark .
I never thought a
spirit like you existed , I never thought my heart would beat so fast for
another nor carry this much love inside , I loved you in the dark , as I recall
the rejections , the pointless heartbreaks , the psychotic moments I had with
spirits that were cold and not
meant for me , the venting I would
impose on my friend ,who had her own issues at the time , the crying and sleepless
nights I would have over situations that dint go my way , the obsessive
tendencies that took over my sense of thinking logically , I loved you in the
dark ,
I get all warm
inside when I think about your awkward
dry sense of humour , your not so funny jokes , yet somehow turn out to be
funny to me , your good hearted spirit and moody vibes that sometimes make me
want to dig a hole and bury you in it , I adore how sometimes you struggle to
express yourself with me and get all shy for no reason , I loved you in the
dark , I knew you were my person , though you were still working through your
trust issues , insecurities and selfish ways .
I loved you in the
dark , as you seem to be oblivious to
all of my emotions , feelings and
thoughts , they say our lives are defined by opportunities even the ones
we miss , with time I guess I will build
up the courage to tell you how I feel ,
but for now I will love you in the dark .
Love
Brenda .
