I did the whole love dance by myself again A be...

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A be...: I did the whole love dance by myself again A beautiful surprise doesn’t even begin to portray where my mind was emotionally when god dec...

I did the whole love dance by myself again

A beautiful surprise doesn’t even begin to portray where my mind was emotionally when god decided to interrupt me with your presence, I could hear my thoughts pulling me in one direction that is the heartbeat I had lost in the mist of trying to catch myself. I did the whole love dance by myself again, saw my past fade in pure delight.

Strong willed, hard , broken, wounded, soft, kind and warm to the ideal that keeps two worlds existing in one body, I did the whole love dance by myself again when I covered my face away from you , wept as you held me close to your chest , the honestly , the sincerity my spirit felt exhuming  from within overwhelmed my guarded  side , I did the whole love dance by myself again  and forgot that I am battling demons that will not let me go .

Your too hard on yourself, words professed to me a million times but still cannot sink in as the young woman in me wants to be everything , a conqueror , a winner ,an achiever, not a failure  but the little girl in me still wants re-assurance, love  and appreciation.  I did the whole love dance by myself again as I pondered into my future and how it looked from a free past- hurt version point of view and what came to me was a sense of calmness I cannot word in a sentence .

I did the whole love dance with you today as I learned that sometimes I have to love you for who you are and not who I want you to be, remind myself that when I choose to surrender fully to love ,it does not make me less of a woman but more of a seed to both our hearts. I did the whole love dance with you today as we moved past pride, stubbornness, egos and opened ourselves to a world that we know nothing about but dare to venture in it together . I did the whole  love dance with you today as we held hands, chose to teach each other something new , something delicate , something that will heal us both and make us better.

I did the whole love dance  by myself again as I danced slowly to my own melody that comforts my over analytical self ,keeps me humble and hopeful . I did the whole love dance by myself again as I looked in the mirror and loved what was looking back at me.

 

 

I did the whole love dance  by myself today.

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Accounting, tax updates,art, poetry & lifestyle: So replay long weekend blues , I went to see Tamia...

Accounting, tax updates,art, poetry & lifestyle: So replay long weekend blues , I went to see Tamia...: So replay long weekend blues , I went to see Tamia  perform  at Carnival City , needless to say I wasn't  looking forward to it as I mi...

So replay long weekend blues , I went to see Tamia  perform  at Carnival City , needless to say I wasn't  looking forward to it as I missed the Sunday gig and gees I did not get disappointed at all  , I cried for no reason , danced , sang ( because I know most of her songs mos.... and jah had some priceless fun ) . There was this one particular song  I just went gugu gaga when she performed it , its  called "Give me You" , it doesn't matter how  hurt or resentful you may be towards believing in  love , but trust the words to this song just blew my heart away and I thought I d share it . This woman can sing and I mean really sing after all these years , like wow I am still blown away from seeing her live , AMAZEBALLS:-)




Sexy words
Don't mean that much to me
'cause I've heard just about everything
That a man could ever say
To me to make me stay
Before, now I need more

So don't bring me roses bring me the truth
Don't buy me diamonds 'cause that just won't do
Material things I could buy myself if I really want to
I need something special I need something new
Just give me you

Spear me the parts
When you shower me with gifts
Don't send me cards no box of chocolates
And don't promise me the world
I'm not that type of girl that needs that to feel complete
So don't bring me roses bring me the truth
And don't buy me diamonds cause that just won't do
Material things I could buy myself if I really want to
I need something special I need something new
Just give me you


Things on this world don't mean that much to me
I need your heart and I need honesty
If all you got is flashiness then please turn around and leave
So don't bring me roses bring me the truth
Don't buy me diamonds 'cause that just won't do
Material things I could buy myself if I really want to
I need something special I need something new

Tamia.