The third
quarter
Being in the
present & enjoying the fruits of my hard work has been the hardest thing to
do, as I always get sad & worried
about this & that but this third quarter in my life has taught me a few
good lessons & bad ones which I took in like a sucker punch to the stomach
.
What I know
for sure is that if you speak life into your life, the spirit guides will do as
you wish and provide you with the confidence you need to withstand anything
that will come your way. The beauty of trusting in your own vision is that no
one can change that for you unless you allow them to tint & down grade that
vision
A man whom I
don’t respect told me three weeks back that I am naïve , little did he know
that his words just like him MEAN
nothing to me nor does he understand who I am . There is a lot of self power we
hold in our selves yet most times fail to exercise that power, I exercised that
power and what I realised was that if you stand tall, speak your truth most people
will not like you so much but then again I never really cared much about being
liked hence I only have a handful of close friends.
What I know
for sure is that sometimes things that are shiny & pretty on the outside,
they are not pretty on the inside nor insightful enough to make you a better
person. I have learned that through my bad relationships with men, through my
relationships with women I thought were my friends but actually were
secretively wishing that I would fail & through a terrible work environment.
This third
quarter of my life has been a spiritual journey that has brought me to my knees
& closer to god in a way that I cannot explain but can only acknowledge him as my best
friend & my everything . We all
crave different things in this life but mostly we all just want to be loved,
acknowledged & appreciated
This third
quarter has been the most slowest quarter race of my life but then again it’s
my own race & I can run as slow as I want , stop for some water , do a bit
of sightseeing , indulge in new cultures , chill a bit then continue with the
race J.
What I know for
sure is that self growth is important & being in a good environment with
people you actually like is good for the soul.
Do you best
& happy youth month!!!
Love
Brenda.