Food for ......
I think it’s safe to say that anybody who has watched the
movie “Horrible bosses” would agree with me when I say that movie was super
funny , super sarcastic , well written and all round awesome cast ,
why am I saying this , at some point in
our lives we all have been around spirits that just rub us the wrong way or are
morally not equivalent to our own morals nor life values , basically you just
cannot stand them but are kind of forced
to acknowledge them at some level .
Human beings are very interesting if everybody actually took
the time and studied themselves they would realise that you learn more and
more about yourself every day and sometimes through others. Thing is if you’re
not fully content with where you are in life , chances are you will not be able
to commit to anything because you haven’t figured out your place in life nor met your own life plan .
Sometimes we tend to forget that shit happens while we busy
planning and nothing in life is guaranteed nor lasts, you can get fired, your
business can close up and a perfect marriage can turn out to be a horrible marriage,
you can just die from a heart attack …ect ….,all these things can happen
because spiritually speaking we are not in control and tend to forget how the universe works .
At some point in our own lives we all crave to be connected
to something or someone ,make money,
give back or just be acknowledged for
something ( my little theory is everybody wishes to be a celebrity even if they
will not admit it J
…) . Life has no manual nor does losing
a love one but I strongly believe that we are all “work in progress” , I can pin point
my flaws and they ‘ll probably be a lot , instead though I choose to work on them and keep it moving .
I learned a priceless lesson this week that is sometimes an
idea you might have about something or someone can just be that an idea and
very far from the truth or reality and speaking as a woman I know we tend to get lost
in our dreams , high expectations and
standards that sometimes get us nowhere or somewhere if the universe agrees .
I have come to appreciate the fact that I am not scared of
making hard decisions even if I end up being the one hurt the worst, I also
will not apologise nor feel guilty about my life nor the direction its taking
and not to get all biblical but god’s grace has brought me this far and his
presence in my life is beyond any wording I can think of right now.
You cannot blame anybody for the choices you make in your
life nor can you isolate yourself from the world just because you are going
through staff , ….just deal with this shit , the only way forward is to just
deal with this shit ngenkani and as my favourite
poet would say “ when you know better , you do better “ .
Love
Brenda .
