This weekend was going to be about me celebrating my birthday ,
little did I know I would be crying my eyes out and feeling like a dead woman
walking , I don’t know how many bad things does one have to go through in life
until calmness and happiness presents itself. The guilt, hurt , confusion ,
anger and emptiness seem to be one with my soul at this moment in time and I
feel like I am reliving a nightmare all over again . My little brother has
passed …..even saying it sounds unreal but this is as real as it gets and
there’s no way around it but deal with it.
Young , beautiful spirit , sooo sooo Smart, stubborn and
witty , yet I guess he couldn’t take the hardships that life and our
circumstances brought, I have no words but there only thing I can hold on to
now is god and trust that he has a bigger plan , I just wish he could tell me
what the fucken plan is at this moment.
Hope you are at peace Tsitsi !!, I will carry your spirit
with me forever you can count on that bro!!
& HAPPY BDAY TO ME :-(
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